first week of third year high school


well, i've always been looking forward to every year in pisay so i was so psyched to go to school and i was expecting lots of laughs and stuff when we see each other again.

after the first day, everyone was complaining about the sectioning, how they miss adelfa so much. we also asked kamkam to come. i really missed her. during summer, i kept thinking of what i will say to her but the moment i saw her i forgot what i was supposed to say. i started to cry but i held it back because i felt i was being corny. but anyway i really didn't feel like sharing her with her other friends.

after that first day i just felt harassed by the homeworks but i tried to think of my goal of having a GWA of 1.75 or higher.

but there was also this one thing which really makes me miserable, my crush. i can't do anything without thinking about him, BWISET! tricia said i was really concerned about him. that's true, i mean i can't without thinking if he has eaten. but it sucks big time. i can't even concentrate, i keep scolding myself to talk to him, but i never really got the chance. add to that the fact that my sister blurted out who my crush is in front of his friends, my friends and him. even if he doesn't seem to care about this stuff, it's still embarrassing. grr!

now i try to meet up with my friends as much as possible, last friday adelfa had a reunion and we had pizza. i also try to comply with all the requirements and study every night. and i also try to get my mind off him and maybe try to talk to him when i get the chance. grr, stressful. :D