music, makes the people, come together, yeah

the day my troubles about my friends lessened

a lot happened.

i've changed someone, i still don't know if it it was for better or for worse.

and then someone's leaving me. no more about that.

and then, my two best friends had a silent war. i confirmed the fact that they hated each other during env sci. my best friend wrote, "i think it's too late." after reading those words, i looked at the whiteboard. at that time, it didn't look white. to me, it was black. and then, i felt my heart pounding. i knew right then that my heart had been powdered.

my friend already warned me for this. she told me she had a nightmare where she will have a fight with one of our best friends and they will become enemies. i told her i wouldn't let that happen. but it did. and i hated myself for letting that happen. i hate her nightmare.

their fight is practically eating away at me. somehow, it feels like it's worse than my parents separating, because if ever my parents separate, i would understand because they would've talked it over first.

i really feel like dying because they're in front of me having a cold war and there's nothing i can do about it. :(

...

what's gonna happen to me now?

might as well die...

nope...

the day my world ended