dear **l****,

you came into my life one day, you took it away from me the next. you took away the very earth i stepped. you destroyed my name. you took away my dignity. you even destroyed my friends. being with you made me feel like i was in hell, every second of it. i wanted to die because of you. but i also wanted to live because of you. i wanted to someday take revenge.

and then we got separated. i lived my life, i was happy. i forgot about you. and then one day you came to me. just by looking at you, i remembered all those things you did to me. you asked me a favor. a very big favor which involves being with you once again. you asked me to help you fix your life. how dare you, you f****** as***le!

i wish you knew how much i hate you. all the time i was with you i was pretending to like you. i didn't want to hurt you. i took one look at you and, sure enough, i agreed. i couldn't say no.

why? first of all, no matter how much i say no, you wouldn't let me take another breath unless i say yes. another reason is, you're my friend. no matter what we've been through, we've been through that together. but still, i can't trust you anymore. and i hope you won't abuse this chance i'm giving you. i can't afford to die again.

i know. i'm gullible. i let people walk all over me. and that's the reason you killed me. you knew i'd fall for it. please don't do it again.

from someone who hates you a lot,
dea